Silverpantera

Hello there,

Some of you know I've been through a lot of stress and such lately and to just feel somewhat secure in my own little environment I've had to take some drastic measures both Physically and Mentally. 

For this I've decided on some security methods for my LJ and so I've locked all my stories in this journal. Everything I've ever written and am proud of for some twisted reason or another can be found here. Everything found here is mine and mine alone. Done with help of me, myself and I.

If you want to read you are welcome; just reply to this post telling me who you are and why you want to be added and I'll try and add you as a friend as soon as posible.

Thanking you in advance for the cooperation and thanking you for reading, I remain.

Love and Hugs,

Silverpantera
aka
SP
aka
Niqui

Current Location: Home
Current Mood: exhausted
Current Music: Life Your Life - T.I. featuring Rihanna

What's up? 

I promised I'd come back to you all with the findings and... here they are. 

Current Location: Home
Current Mood: exhausted
Current Music: Jason Castro - Hallelujah

Hey there... what's up?

As you can realize; I'm not used to leave personal notes and such on my LJ. 

But this time I'll make an exception and share with you the following... 

Current Location: Home
Current Mood: sick
Current Music: Farewell - Apocalyptica

I am the guy who came out to the entire school in his senior speech and got a standing ovation for his courage.
I am the girl who kisses her girlfriend on the sidewalk and laughs at those who glare.
We are the couple who planned and studied and got a damn good lawyer and BEAT the state that wanted to take our child away.
We are the ones who took martial arts classes and carry pepper spray and are just too dangerous to gay bash.
I am the transgender person who uses the bathroom that suits me, and
demands that any complaining staff explain their complaint to my face in front of the entire restaurant--and shares with my other trans-friends which restaurants don't raise a stink.
I am the mother who told her lesbian daughter to invite her girlfriend over for dinner.
I am the father who punished his son for calling you a fag.
I am the preacher who told my congregation that love, not hate, is the definition of a true follower of God.
I am the girl who did not learn the meaning of "homosexual" until high school but never thought to question why two men might be kissing.
I am the woman who argues (quite loudly and vehemently) with the bigots who insist that you do not have the right to marry or raise children.
We are the high school class who agrees, unanimously, along with our teacher, that love should be all that matters.

Homophobia is wrong!!!!

I am the boy who never finished high school, because I got called a fag everyday I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian. I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman. I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights. We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time. I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room. I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me. I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear. We are the couple who had the realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men. I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me. I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman. I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman. I am the domestic-violence survivor who has no support system to turn to because I am male. I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men. I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that. I am the woman who died when the EMTs stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual. I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I didnt have to always deal with society hating me. I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don't believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind. I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most, love. I am the person ashamed to tell my own friends im a lesbian, because they constantly make fun of them. I am the boy tied to a fence, beaten to a bloody pulp and left to die because two straight men wanted to "teach me a lesson." IF YOU BELIEVE THAT HOMOPHOBIA IS WRONG... REPOST THIS.

List 6 things about yourself. Tag 6 people. No tagbacks. 

1. I'm currently 22 years of age (born November 15th, 1984); though some people think I'm 16 until they hear me talking.
2. Height: 1.53metres, Weight: 40kg (Yea... I know what you're thinking: Small and weightless).
3. Still living with mama but hoping to move out at my 25th (if not earlier; but you never know).
4. Single and not looking (the reason why: I have no idea, but I gotta change that fast).
5. About to finish the University as a Bachelor in Business Administration.
6. In much need of the 30STM CD (I'm in love with "The Kill"; acoustic or not).   

teamane, piximyr, del_rion, stonestepper, suetimeless, impressionata 

Current Mood: stressed
Current Music: The Kill (Acoustic) - 30STM

"Why is it that, as a culture, we are more comfortable seeing two men holding guns than holding hands?" - Ernest Gaines

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